Bored And Worried

I feel bored during the day. There is nothing much to do here, less tasks plenty of time to think of going out but I can't. I am afraid the car is gonna blow up if I drive it somewhere. Last Sunday, the front hood was steaming and leaking with a lot of water. It worries me. I asked my husband why that was, he had no answer. So now I feel trapped... I so wanting to see the crowd, breathe fresh air or get away from the house for a while...

At night, I worry to death...because of my blogs... I've been blogging for almost 5 yrs. now and my blogs are part of me that is hard to let go. So please God, don't let my great fear happen. You know deep in my heart I wish that they will stay as long as I live!

I Wouldn't Be So Guilty

If I won't be able to do anything or accomplish something today at least I have done my 30-minute exercise on the treadmill. That way I wouldn't feel so guilty for not doing something worthwhile. I am saying this because I can never predict if I have my energy to last until the evening and motivated enough to do at least the simplest chore a pregnant woman like me can do.

There were days when I had all that energy to move around, other days I just wanted to curl up in bed, relax and just let the time pass by over me until it's bedtime again. It's weird for I truly don't like the idea of just laying there while the husband is out sweating under the sun bringing in paychecks.

Missing My Little Siblings!

I miss my little sister, Alex now. I haven't talked to her since I came back from my vacation in the Philippines four months ago. I chose not to call them for I don't want to hear complaints or problems from people who cannot find peace in their own home. The only person I'm in contact with is my little sister through chikka messenger. She cannot send me a message their instead she'd send her reply to me on Facebook from her phone. It isn't enough I know, I want to hear her voice including my little brother but I want to wait a little longer before calling them.

We used to chat every weekend but I had our internet in Cebu disconnected for personal reason. Chatting and having to see them on the webcam was so cool. If only Philippines and America were close, I could've sneaked out here and see them quick each time I want to see their faces, hear their voice and just being a big sister to my little siblings!

Stars Shining So Bright

I feel appreciated of my hard work lately. I am glad they noticed my job... for the longest time, I haven't been caught and showed those stars that shine so bright in each of the task given to me. Sheriff, if in case you read my posting, I would like to tell you how much I appreciate you putting handcuffs in my hands. I love it when you do that. I feel blessed and happy!

I hope you know that I exert effort in what I do. I just don't write for the sake of earning money or finishing off my job fast but I take my time searching or investigating what I am going to write about based on the provided anchor text that is hurled to me to get the right information so I could share it to my readers. You see, I never had a single task that gone expired for as long as I have internet connection I gladly do them as soon as they are in my dashboard. Thanks so much for the blessings!

All Set And Ready To Go

Wow I cannot believe I am almost there. I've got two more months to go and we'll be flying to the Philippines to spend our 2-month long vacation with my family and relatives. All set now, tickets are paid, passport on hand luggage is packed! Ah time moves slow nowadays. I really am anxious getting in the airplane and GOOOOOOOOOOO!

Ah, there's one more thing I can't seem to decide whether to send this balik-bayan box through Forex or wait for Monlu's next shipment in two weeks time. My box is from Monlu and the other company is willing to take it of course with additional charge of ten dollars. If I use the latter, my box will be there on time but I have to either pay five dollar extra so that they can pick up the box here or cause my husband some trouble of bringing the box to the Filipino store and drop it off.

While with Monlu, I guess they can just pick up my box for free but as I said, it's gonna be two weeks late arrival in the Philippines. By the time I get there, my box won't be there for me to open....what should I do?

Next Plane Ride

When we were on our way back to Fort Worth, on the airplane I was kind of imagining that the next plane we are going to ride will bring us to the Philippines. I did it the entire time we were up in the sky from Denver to DFW airport for an hour and 35 minutes. As days pass by, I am getting anxious of our next plane ride too.

This is gonna be fun for all of us for I'll be spending Christmas and New Year with my family. There are a lot of things to look forward to in this trip of ours this year. There is this stowaway cousin of mine for over ten years who is also planning of visiting our grandmother this Christmas, perfect time for us to meet and make up the lost times (that if she's interested with that for I am), there are these cousins of mine in the province who are willing to see me as well so I can teach them how to use the internet for they too want to hopefully marry an American, my brother who work in the Caribbean is also coming home and his girlfriend in Iceland, there is this plan of going to Davao to see my grandmother and other relatives...

Ahhhh those are just few of the reasons why I am so anxious to go home now. If only I could drag the days so when I wake tomorrow it will be November. I am sorry if I have been so vocal about my trip lately, you can't blame me though for I am just one homesick soul whose dream is to be with my family once again.

Raindrops!

I'm right here, tapping on my computer while front door is open. Listening to the sound of raindrops, feeling the cool and refreshing breeze coming from the outside. Ah! Nothing could be better for a morning like this. So quiet and all I could hear is the rain pouring heavily. What a beautiful day, oh dear God! Thank you for giving us another brand new day to celebrate life with You!

Life is good when someone you love is there with you, savoring each ordinary moment that makes your day extra special. I have my family with me, Jadyn is healthy, my better half is good and I feel good too. Wow what a lovely life!

...sounds like in I'm in deep thoughts today...but I'm just pondering the special life I am living...that makes me thankful to the Creator for giving me my dream a reality.